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Ello , today last day of sch as well as my phase test..
This days g0t some problems and Qn in my mind..
I don0 wad i really wish 4 , wad i really wan.. Haiiz
I wish to tell u h0w i feel , but i don0 h0w could i put it into words ..
Is jux that words cant express my thoughts....
I don wish to tell this to u..
But i think u might see this post ba...
(Name and gender of e one i talking will n0t be sh0wn a Fake one will be replace by Name :Sea)

When i told u wad was my decision , i afraid it might change u...
But if i don tell u , i might make it m0re worse , end up in a m0re _____ Situation..
I jux feel that i am really damn bad..
My mind is very blur , when i think there is no path i could see...
Is jux a mess , i could say...
Wad can i really do ?
I think i cant do anything , coz there are things which i haven unlock...
haiiz..I'm jux someone... Who..... I aso don0 h0w describe it.. maybe my friend will n0d very well of mi ba...
I start to have headache again =.="
Don0 why my mind feel heavy every time i think of it..
Maybe it's not e time f0r mi to think ?
Any1 us tell mi wad i could do , do something that wont change Sea?
Sea told mi n0t to bother about Sea , but every time Sea say that i feel that I carry some responsible to it..Haizz DONO LA @#$@%#$^

I n0d a millions , billions of sorry has no use to u.. but i h0pe i could still do something f0r u...I h0pe my decision eont affect u T.T
And i h0pe nth change between us , lyk wad u say..
But i think there is changes between us le..


SH~~~~ FERLIN~~~~ MISS YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
LOLS=.="


*Links I will link asap , when i update my infor , sry..




Life is like a Fairytale
6:38 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009